What’s on the Father’s Heart

Recently God has been asking me something, “how are you doing?”

Such simple words, such a common question yet why does it produce so many tears?

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These few words are writing upon my heart an important reminder that God cares.

He cares about my struggles, my worries, my troubles, my fears, my pain….He cares. He sees, He hears…and is not blind to me, His beloved daughter.

It’s so easy to forget. To turn away from the warmth of the light of Your countenance Abba and to just stare…..stare at problems, struggles, the silence, the unanswered prayers and queries, at myself and not into Your eyes that are filled with love.
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Q&A: I feel addicted to guys

Some girls have emailed or message me recently with questions about their struggles. After writing them back, I thought I’d share their questions along with what I wrote in response. I believe many women have similar struggles and would benefit from them.

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If you have questions, please feel free to message me. I’ll try my best to respond to you. Your questions also help me with what topics I should blog about since sometimes I run out of ideas, so would appreciate the help! By the way, I won’t reveal your identity and will respond to you personally first.

I feel addicted to relationships with guys and it has been bothering me a lot. I see myself getting attached to celebrities. It used to be with guys I was around but since I’m not around that many guys anymore I’m feeling attracted to celebrities. This feels disgusting to me. My weakness feels so gross to me.
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When All Seems Uncertain & Blurred: lighting hope

“Let all that I am wait quietly before God,
for my hope is in Him…
O my people, trust in Him at all times.
Pour out your heart to Him,
for God is our refuge.”
-Psalm 62:1,8

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As the wreaths go up, yes even in tropical Taiwan, in this non-Judeo-Christian based culture, as tunes of Noel declare the glory of God amidst designer shoes…… I am pining for home, for America, for the familiar. For all the unfamiliar to pause for a second.

Yet, even amidst all the changes and new unfamiliar, Your voice is clearer than before, Your hand more real to me. The intensity of the waves that have been crashing upon me only proved how solid Your Rock is, how steady Your love is, how tightly You hold fast to me.
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